"R.I.P Scottie"

Heyy...

Hah, its been awhile hasn't it. I don't think you're ever gonna update la. Last post is still mine.
I have very sad news Dinie.

SCOTT IS DEAD.

My parents thought it would be best if he was put down so they called for a doctor to put him to sleep. I cried like shit. I cried like shit's shit. I dont see this as a good thing unlike my parents who think thats he's not suffering anymore. I call this cold blooded MURDER.

If you haven't already know what happened to Scott, he had a skin infection which has been going on for a long time now. It is to the point where he started to smell bad all the time. And you could really tell that his skin was in quite a bad condition. He could not grow fur in certain parts of his body.

I know you might probably say that it was for the best and stuff like that but I just don't feel that way. And the worst part was that my parents hid it from me..... for two freakin months. Scott died in june. JUNE. I found out in August. What. The. FISH.
Omg dina, they only told me after I asked them about Scott. Imagine if I hadn't. They would have kept it from me till I got home. And then what will happen? 6 months down the road, I come home and don't see my dog of 9 years.
I got so pissed I was sooooo furious with them that it made me cry even more. And then summore and more after that.

There were so many hidden details from me. My mum's story and my brother's story were completely different. So I knew my mum was lying to me flat out. Its so sick to lie to your child about the death of her dog. She said it was for my own good so that I won't feel sad. So I guess she's thinking its better not to be sad now but half a year later when his body is worm food so that I'll react in a happier way?

Scott was my dog and they didn't go thru it with me before putting him down. He was my dog. I chose him at the store. He was the hyperactive dog that I picked out. And then he become my first 'real' dog. All the bigger dogs I had the last time were given away to other people because we were too small to play with them. And Scott was such a smart boy. I always thought he had a human mind. He knew tricks that Bree doesn't. What makes me feel so bad about is that I didnt give him a proper goodbye when I left. How the heck was I to know that they were gonna kill him!? I feel so guilty. As an owner, I feel like I didn't do my part well. I would have taken him out for a walk more often. I would have talked to him more like I used to do when I went out to the back garden. And it really kills me knowing that when I get back, only Bree will come up to me. I think I'll cry again then.

So here's to Scottie. My family's companion for almost a decade. I'll miss you so so much.

"COLD!"

It was bloody 9 degrees last night. I was freezing my butt off.

And now its 10 degrees. Its only autumn la. The darn weather is making it impossible for me to wake up in the morning.

Hiee abangee its been so long. You've finally updated. Write some stories bout Japan la. Your post was so short. I need something to read when I'm bored. Sure got some funny funny stuff that must have happened to you there. An encounter with a harajuku girl perhaps?

Ok I gotta go start on my media essay now. I'm writing about the success of Friends.

See ya!

Say hello to.. THEROCK OBAMAAAA

OI!!

dont forget that im coming too...
haha.
excited to see me eh?

=P

"I'm so excited I tore off my clothes"

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YOU'RE COMING! YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW SHITFACE EXCITED I AM!!!

I even made a grand announcement to mun fye eventhough he doesn't give a damn. But omg omg omg omg. Its a beginning of a new era woman! You're coming! Do you have any idea how freakin long its been since I last saw you!?

All this excitement is making me sweat la. Omg. This has made my week man.

When are you returning to Malaysia? I don't know whether I'll be returning because I intend to spend the holidays here. But I am on holiday when you arrive! Which means I'll be effin free to take you ANYWHERE you wanna go! Have you been here before?

This is exciting shit la I wanna dance naked. Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.........

It'll be like a reunion! Omg we should have live a ribbon cutting session and get like photos taken of us everywhere we go! And and when you arrive, it'll be winter baby! Shitty cold! So you and I and other peeps can go do wintery stuff!! Like drink hot chocolate! Eat and gain weight!! Woooo!! Speaking of this, how's your ZARA jacket btw?

Ok and I have to ask this: was I really a barbie freak then? I dnt think I was the type that would wake you up from your sleep for my entertainment. Now that I think about it, what was the matter with me? I am so sorry. Omg its like opening pandora's box. All the retarded things you never realised about urself is revealed. You can keep me from my sleep anytime when you get here ok. As payback.

I get what you mean when you said time passes so fast! We're all like terpelanting across the globe. Its so weird that I dont see you anymore! Next thing you know you're cramming a baby out of your vajeje.

Fast. VROOOOOMMMMM!!!

Oh oh but I do remember this very well! We were like in standard something and remember when we used to mandi together? Then like after the shower, I wanted to put on my undies but you wanted to see it but I was like wth damn shy la so I lied to you about some stupid fake myth omg I'm so sorry dinie. I said that if two best friends looked at each other's panties, we will have bad luck for life then you panicked and never wanted to see my underwear ever again even when I let you! Haahahaa oh my. I love you la. We're both equally weird.

Thanks for the very amusing advice regarding my uni choice. I want to go to RMIT because of the quality of course. However, my father was like 'why go to rmit when you're in trinity? wasting my money only'. Coz like trinity is meant to be something like a 'backdoor' to melb uni and my dad feels that its such a waste if I dnt get in there. Which is another problem with the mind of an old fashioner. Its all about the name. How do I freakin persuade my dad to let me go RMIT? Its my future after all but he's paying for it.

But you know sugar, I do like Rob Mitchell. He sounds sexier too. I mean who in tarnation would name their child Mel Buni?! Hey and you know when I graduate I can say that I've been into Rob Mitchell before. HAHA. I dont know how that makes sense in real life.

Darn it. All the thinking involved makes me sad :( if only I had a money printing machine.
Owh and darren might be going to trinity too! yea he suddenly changed his mind bout trinity. he used to say its some common college coz everyone goes there. WHO'S LAUGHING NOW! We're prestigious yo.

Baby went to Japan coz my dad had some business thing to do there so she kinda tagged along. She didnt meet up with abangee coz for starters, my mum doesnt know where in japan he's in. So yea. Ooo but baby and abangee wud have had a blast wouldnt they? Mr Giant teddy bear and the very small super girl. EXPLORE TOKYO! Like a children's series wei.

So hey hey whats new with you over there! did you like someone, did you dump someone, did you hump someone I WANNA KNOW!

Ive got my finals cming in a few weeks time so I've gotta start to work work work!

Oh and just to add on to the whole rmit and melb uni fiesta, rmit does produce successful uni graduate. Like the dude that wrote and directed SAW 1 to 5, he came from Rob Mitchell. And he directed Dead Silence too which is btw some creepy doll dummy vantrila- i dunno how to spell doll. I dreamt about it. And doll ghosts are the worst ghosts to come across. Like Chucky. I mean how can person, one FULLY grown man not take on a plastic doll!?

Weird la.

lovelove.

"Mashiiiiiiieeee I misssss yoouuuuuu"

baby, i'm good, i'm good.
i'm using a finnish computer right now so if there is any weird characters popping up, i am really sorry yah.

we haven't spoken for more than a month.
i think this has been the longest we have not spoken since i left in august.
i am sorry, its my fault. i've been a slacker.

and omg i love leather jackets. but uh, can chris pull it off?
i mean he ada muka apek all. i mean - i don't know.
are you guys coming back in june/july? i really want to see you two.
i have not seen my best friend's boyfriend - and this is ridiculous!

oh did my brother tell you? i'm heading up to melbourne for a week or two at the end of july! baby, we can have ash-dina WEEK of AWESOMENESSSSSSSSS! i am so excited like gila babi. are you coming back home? we should have a reunion of awesomeash, awesomedina and baby the great super girl. i miss our 'clan'.

baby went to japan for what?!
did she meet up with abang?

BABY YOU ARE DECIDING ON WHICH UNI YOU ARE GOING TO ALREADY?!
BABY WE ARE GROWN UPS NOW OMG I CANNOT BELIEVE THIS.

eh remember anot when we were kids and we had sleepover and i wanted to sleep but you kept on waking me up to play barbie with you, so i did at the end (coz you my best friend mah) but i was half-asleep when i was playing it.

but fuck..

look at us now! i mean, babe. you're a university girl already? this is crazy-mazy yo. i will be applying to colleges next year, and i will be actually attending one in the fall next year. just to inform you, i will be go crazy next year, so i need your help to keep me sane.

abt your dilemma baby.
DO NOT EVER EVER EVER go to a uni just for its 'name'.
Its stupid, and you will probably will regret it.
The course you wanna do is very hands-on thing (the JOB market is a very hands on thing), and wtf why would you wanna do theoretical studies on masscomm/media? Its no use! even if its in melb u!

melb u may be the ideal uni - but definitely not for your course.
i know, you must give up the whole harry potter dining hall thing.
(you should come to the US - we have loads of this harry potter shit here)

i am leaning alot towards RMIT, and Melb U should be crossed out from your option list. especially if you put your head towards media/masscomm.

Its like picking between two men - Robert MITchell and Mel Buni.
Mel Buni may have the nice house (the beautiful campus) and the good looks, money and popularity (the MELB U name) but at the end of the day Robert mitchell is the man for you, he knows how to pleases you sexually (the hands-on approach), he knows what you want (reknown masscomm/media course in RMIT).

And baby, I hate to break it to you but yes, the 'name' actually matters. But honestly, Melb U is not any much prestigious than RMIT. It is yes, THE uni in Australia, but RMIT is not waaay down below, it has its own high standards too.

On the short term, its the 'name' of the school that you go to. But in a long run kinda thing, its the quality, your skills, how you manage, how you actually manage the hands on stuff in real life - thats what is gonna get you far. especially in media, its how YOU work, a cert does not sum up a person's skills; especially in the media industry. a cert actually does not matter.

i feel RMIT will prepare you way more for that.
its more of a media/communications/modern type of school. it will expose you to many more opportunities than melb u can - as melb u is more of a professional academia school (medicine, engineering, law etc)

thats my amateur college advice.

i went to Princeton U and Yale U last week.
and I love the unis SO SO SO MUCH.
But getting into it, thats another story.
Stay tune for Dina's college dilemmas.

i miss you
xx

"Feel my leathery bodayy"

Hey sexy. How's you?

There is still a glimmer of hope left in me that you still read the blog. If you dnt, then PORQUE DINIE PORQUE! I feel so forgotten.

I bought a leather jacket today girl. (reasonably priced) SUEDE leather jacket. I am transformed! JENG JENG. Its made from real leather btw. Oh not only me, Chris got his too. He got a ( not cheap) shiny, Zac Efron-ny leather jacket. He darn hot dude when he wears it. He looks so buff suddenly. Like WHOA WHERE THE HECK DID THAT COME FROM!? He's the closest thing I have to a Zac Efron since the real one has been taken away by that Hudgens girl. Grrr...

I can see myself now on a harley davidson with those bug eyed goggles cruising down the streets with the wind in my hair. Next to me is Chris in that little car thing that you attach to the bike screaming I AM ZAC! I AM ZAC!

I will posts pictures of ze coolness I have brought unto moi. Awesome?

I'm a little afraid for Chris though. The influence that jacket has on him is crazy. CRAZY! After putting it on he wants girls to notice him. WTF!? Helllooooo... Like he even pretended to walk out of his apartment in slow mo with the "look at me" look plastered on his face. For jeezie man.
At dominos, he pretended not to know me and said "hie I'm Chris...why don't we head over to my place before you go home?".

He has this child-like humour about him. But I like la.

My holidays are over :(
So freakin fast la. Two weeks come and gone just like that.

I miss my sister. She went to Japan you know?
Came back last week. Omg, a meal there costs RM 500 ok. And thats just like a bowl of noodles and soup! Noodles made from titanium steel. And the soup must be made with holy water.

I'll catch you later.

RMIT OR MELB UNI!?

"BFF?"

I see you're still busy with your whatever it is you're doing there.

I could really use your advice on something so HURRY UP AND READ THIS!
Perhaps you know (or dnt) that my time is Trinity is almost up! WOOOOO!! and that I have to start signing up for universities as of now.

But I'm having this bitchy dilemma. This stupid thing that I seriously can't get my mind off. Sooooo youuuuuu must help meeeeee. Comprende?

Cool.

So I wanna pursue a degree in media and comm and I can't decide which university I should go to. Its not that I've been accepted into these universities yet but you know its always good to be ready so that when the time comes you don't have to go thru this shitty mess. I'm looking between Melb Uni and RMIT. Yea the one fuzzy's in. Melb Uni has the hot name like people worship you especially malaysian aunties when you tell them you grad from Melb Uni. And basically the whole purpose of me being in Trinity is to get into that place.

But...

I did some research and RMIT is THE university for media and comm. Its very hands on while MU is very theoretical. Theoretical as in ESSAY ESSAY ESSAY and RESEARCH RESEARCH RESEARCH. And this is freakin 3 years of my study life. I do not(!) want to spend it all on essays and stupid research. Its not like I dont get enough of it already.

So I'm torn. Do I go for the hot shot name or do I go for the quality?

I do wanna get into Melb. The campus is sooooooo pretty. Really Dinie it will take your boobies away just looking at it. Its so Harry Potter-ish. Old castle like buildings.

RMIT is modern. Not such a pretty campus. There's like a green blob on the building. Green "modern" blob. But compared to Melb Uni, omg man. OMG. No where near.

Then I'm thinking "girl, you wanna get into a uni for its architecture or for the education?". So yea edu of course. Then freakin what right?

But if I spend 3 years burying my head in research and books, I dont think I'll ever learn anything once I get out to work you know? Some of my friends said they would go to Melb Uni anways because of its recognition and employers are familiar with their graduates.

Thats actually my other fear. What if I get into RMIT but to find out that employers dnt care bout the bloody quality because they want the bloody name! But RMIT said they are well recognised by the industry! YOU SEE MY DILEMMA!!

This makes me wanna drown myself in my toilet bowl. What would YOU do dinie?

Moving on to a less depressing topic,
I got home from the movies not long ago. Me and Chris watched 17 again the one with the very delicious Zac Efron. Oh my sweet apple pie is he good lookin or wat?

Owh! I just had a flashback of you when you owned the Zac Efron hairstyle! Please don't do it again.

The show was not too bad la. Funny. But shit! Zac Efron kissed an older lady! Like 15 years older than him! I was squirming in my seat ok. Uncomfortable giler. WHY WHY WHY ZAC EFRON!

I wonder how Vanessa Hudgens must feel. Wtv la I don't really like her. Nude pics and all. Jeez woman. Wear some clothes.

Baby boo, where are you?

"Its been a month girl! I don't like."

Oh my gosh dina its been a month plus and none of us has updated this blog!

I can bet you're busy with your work. So was I girl so was I. I don't wanna list down the amount of work I have or I'll just be reminded of the remaining work there is.

But I do(!) wanna bitch on particular project that I have to present this Friday. I am stuck with the world's most laziest girls ever. Ever! Working with them is the most frustrating thing I've felt since I discovered that I was partnered with them. I can't really say that I worked with them given that I never had the opportunity to even meet up with them.

I did everything on my own. Every slide show on Powerpoint. Every stupid research. Everything! They're the kinda girls who travel together (if you get what I mean). They're the type who people pray they don't end up with. They're the type of people who don't get up for class in the morning. And unfortunately for me, my grades are gonna go down to the poopers unless I present the whole thing myself which I REALLY REALLY want to do.

So how are you Dinie!? Whats the news with you? I bet loads of stuff happened. So tell me! You got a boyfriend already? Are boys throwing themselves at you? Owh and how did the filming of that movie go? You must must must tell me.

Oh and Darren Goh is now an official P license driver. Apparently he's driving everywhere now. And I'm proud to say that I haven't put on weight since I got back to Australia. I went home to Msia feeling like a balloon and now... jeng jeng jeng!... I'm slim again! Yea Chris keeps on reminding me that I should not be eating all the junk or I'll end up like that picture I posted few blogs ago. Now we know what Chris really wants. Shallow.

Update me on whats going on over there okay!!

Lovelove.

"I Am The Worst Friend Ever"

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY DOLL!
Eeeeeeek nineteen, you're old its so gross.
I JUST turned eighteen not long ago and now you're 19.
We're 19?

I can't believe this lah.
Its like fucking Twilight Zone.
I wanna be forever young!
I wanna be... 8 all over again.
Ok not eight lah, but.. 17.

Don't know lah but fo-sho I know I don't wanna be nineteen.
But I'm not nineteen yet so whatever.
Omg this has been totally pointless.

Yeah btw I saw all the pictures on facebook and the photo album was labelled Ashlie's 19th and wtf you had none of your Subang friends there! It was ALL my brother's friend', the Australian crew all I was like wtf.

Then i saw Ilyas face out of nowhere, and I could recognize Syaza here and there (man she's hot now) and dang, has things changed so quickly. You are settling very well in my brother's crowd yo. Omg Ash, you're a DJian right now. Yes you are, face it.
You can no longer call yourself a Subang-er.

And wtf? Syaza got drunk? She drinks in the first place?
She's so pretty now -- I mean its not like she was ugly before lah but she is so smoking right now. Rarrrr.

I AM suppose to call you and I AM so sorry,
and I have been a terrible best friend, TERRIBLE and I will cally ou very soon.
Promise, cross my heart and hope to die.
But first, what is the time difference ah?

Coz I also got daylight savings you also got daylight savings, you lose track yknow?
Bloody western daylight savings bullcrap.
Malaysia so nice, got no this daylight savings shit, 365 days a year semua sama -- standard. Man, I miss Malaysia grrrrrr.

I want to eat char kuey teow so bad ok.
I had such a strong craving the other day, it was so strong I went to bed and woke up with nightmares ok. AAAAHHHHHHH

Oh boy, Wondermilk Cupcakes brings me back to the times we spent together prior to your departure to Australia. Remember? Aiyaiyai, I miss you lah mashiepoo. So much.
Come to the US! Must you knoooooow!

Oh they have this bakery in NYC called the Magnolia Bakery, damn bloody famous one lah. Got mentioned in the Devil wears Prada and in Sex and the City all, omg the cupcakes are to die for. Like seriousmerious one. You think wondermilk nice? Cheh, Magnolia bakery's muffin is shit-good ok. Somemore you know I don't really like cupcakes and cakes in general one right, but maaan that was good. The shop also so pretty.

I watched 7 movies in the past three days, coz I just felt like it.
I don't know why but I accidentally erased my external harddrive and I feel like fuck but I didn't lose any data coz everything is in my computer right now but if my macdina crashes, all my data is lost.

ALL my data is lost.
Stupid Malaysian external hardrive.
Damn hopeless one you know.
I feel like buying the MAC one but then so expensive.
Why am I telling you this?

I just finished watching American Beauty and man, I forgot how messed up that movie was.

And yeah, I love watching movies that are set in NYC now coz its so much more interesting and exciting when you can actually point and go, "I have been there!"
So yeah, I practically watched more than 10 movies set in NYC ever since I got back from winter break. So exciting lah.

Omg this post has been totally pointless.
I love you, happy birthday once again.

What do you want from the US of A?